Today

So what was wrong to begin with?
We've never had the chance to win from the start.

Have we?

If tomorrow lead me to destruction,
then shall it be destruction I welcome.

I'd rather not think about what's yet to come.

And if yesterday was painful as always,
I'll let today cheer me up, once again.

Where I meet the sun, shining,
and the clouds, dancing.

See You

And I greeted gently these grasses.
I always hoped they'd remember me.

The stairwells I once walk within.
The high ceilings I know.

Tomorrow I'd miss this place,
As today I've missed it.

So long, companions.
Tread lightly along the way.

May you travel safe.
And let us meet again, someday.

Insight

Don't ask where I should go.
I don't even know where to stand.

Nobody doubts what I can do,
but that's after I've excluded myself.

What can I do?
Death smiles to me, so does life,
though it's just a misunderstanding.

If I could find a reason,
why should I ever stop?
And while I've lost my only reason,
how would I bother to continue?

I've lost all my insight,
And now I'm blind inside.

I used to see through all kinds of people,
but that's the past I've forgotten.

I can't even see through myself now,
as if I'm seeing a sight with my eyes closed.

I've forgotten how to open my eyes,
I'm tired to even think about it.

I know that someday, I'll leave this darkness.
Whilst, I'll rest here for now.

Just to regain my insight.

October 22nd, 2009