Chill

I am never chilled.
Even though it's cold.

And you're never here.
Still, I can't chill.

Your warmth.
My mind.

Brainwashing,
that rain was.

I loved you,
I always did.

The proof,
that rain was.

It's clear now,
what I am for you.

A villain,
not a hero.

You hated me,
you still do.

Sorry,
I knew that.

When you hit me,
it was clear.

In the rain,
I've lost you.