That's When

It's not heartbreak,
just another regret.
I felt like a freak,
if it's you who I met.

Well, get my words.

Looking up to her,
lusting her happiness,
I felt like a freak,
but I know that is.

Just a little special in my mind,
but then ruining my mind, she is.
I felt like a freak,
covering my true self with who I don't realize.

And it was true, I was hiding myself from her,
just to know, myself and my coverings are just shameful.

I need to get out from this bad cover,
and then I'll be proud of my bad self.

That's when I'll see her again.